Depressed Addict

There is something quite liberating about depression, who would have thought it? I no longer care about what anyone thinks of me, fuck them all. Words that I would usually soften or lies I would tell to avoid hurting your feelings is no longer a worry, I say what I mean and you just have …

Dead Eyes

Look in to my eyes There’s no-one there Not looking back Glazed, dead eyes No hint of acknowledgement Not even a twitch I turn and walk away Closed off from everything and everyone Leave me alone.

Weak

(Transferred from Wattpad. Written 10th January 2017) I'm trapped in a body that I can't control. It becomes weak and lethargic. I have plans but I am unable to establish them. My mind has great power over my limbs. I am a slave to their being. I can see what I desire but it feels …

Boring

(Transferred from Wattpad. Written: 10th January 2017) You were talking to us about how boring some people's girlfriends were that you knew, that you had lost patience with them as there were not able to maintain a conversation. At this point I started to feel odd as I felt that you were also criticising me …

Unnecessary Request

(Transferred from Wattpad. Written:5th January 2017)   Who are you to ask this of me? Who am I to accept orders from you? Are you above my worth? Do I consider myself a lowly servant to your every whim? I agree downtrodden to your request, however when I create a distance between us I find …