The Past

With everything that’s going on with my anxiety recently it has brought to light certain things. May be things I’d buried or rather not think of because of the sadness they cause me. I’m often questioned about my anxiety, everyone wants to know why. Why are you anxious? What brought it on? And to be …

Weak

(Transferred from Wattpad. Written 10th January 2017) I'm trapped in a body that I can't control. It becomes weak and lethargic. I have plans but I am unable to establish them. My mind has great power over my limbs. I am a slave to their being. I can see what I desire but it feels …

Boring

(Transferred from Wattpad. Written: 10th January 2017) You were talking to us about how boring some people's girlfriends were that you knew, that you had lost patience with them as there were not able to maintain a conversation. At this point I started to feel odd as I felt that you were also criticising me …

Unnecessary Request

(Transferred from Wattpad. Written:5th January 2017)   Who are you to ask this of me? Who am I to accept orders from you? Are you above my worth? Do I consider myself a lowly servant to your every whim? I agree downtrodden to your request, however when I create a distance between us I find …

Sigh

I've been sighing a lot today, Wishing the world away. It's all too much, We're losing touch, Everyone's speaking double-dutch.   The innocence of people and animals is tainted by radicals, flammables, cannibals It's understandable to feel sad and low Out of control Nowhere to go   I feel powerless and full of cowardice These people …